first day in jakarta..
it feel so hard for me..
especially for staying in my uncle’s n aunty’s house…
what a tiring day..spend every minutes hearing people arguing…huh…
hm…especially after knowing my mom crying after sending me to jakarta…
my tears just fall down..but secretly…
juz realize my cold n cought getting worse..

second day in jakarta..
finaly decided to go to the dorm..
find some nice friends..though we have nothing in common really..
but i can say that they are kind..
hearing many cool things about them..
ha3..

third day in jakarta..
started to feel bored..
actually get nothing to do since wireless n lan connection still can’t be use..
hiks2…
wannna online..wanna make more new friend..he3…
but staying here make me feel i’m not really so bad as my parents said..
actually many thing i’ve done by my own..
many things people can’t do but i can do…
hoping for my fourth day will be better…
wish me luck…..

There was a time I packed my dreams away
Living in a shell, hiding from myself

There was a time when I was so afraid
Thought I’d reached the end
Baby that was then
I am made of more than my yesterday’s

[Chorus]
This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment
But I look around
I can’t believe the love I see
My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubts
That was then, this is my now.

And I have the courage like never before, yeah
I’ve settled forless now I’m ready for more
Ready for more

[Chorus x2]

This is my now

wow…after a long  journey…finally jordin come up to be the winner..congratulation..senang bgt.ini lirik dr winner song bwt idol season ini..keren bgt..buruan download y

Ternyata hatiku benar
Cintamu hanyalah sekedar tuk sementara
Akhirnya kita harus memilih satu yang pasti
Mana mungkin terus jalani cinta begini

Karena cinta tak akan ingkari
Takkan terbagi
Kembalilah pada dirinya
Biar ku yang mengalah
Aku terima…

Ku tak bisa terima…
Bila terus tak setia…
Menghianati dia…
Menduakan cinta…

Ternyata hatiku benar
Cintamu hanyalah sekedar tuk sementara
Akhirnya kita harus memilih satu yang pasti
Mana mungkin terus jalani cinta begini

Karena cinta tak akan ingkari
Takkan terbagi
Kembalilah pada dirinya
Biar ku yang mengalah
Aku terima…

Akhirnya kita harus memilih satu yang pasti
Mana mungkin terus jalani cinta begini

Karena cinta tak akan ingkari
Takkan terbagi
Kembalilah pada dirinya
Biar ku yang mengalah
Aku terima…

bila cintaku telah kecewa
biar mungkin pedih
tapi luka ini..pedih ini…sendiri

Back to Reff

Hm..g suka banget lagu ini..dunno why…tapi keren aja..bnyk yang cerita cintanya kayak lagu ini..segera sadar ya..cinta ga bisa dibagi
ha3

Reff:
Biarlah ku simpan sampai nanti aku kan ada di sana
Kenanglah diriku dalam kedamaian
Ingatlah cintaku kau tak terlihat lagi
Namun cintamu abadi …

Adakah disana kau rindu padaku
Meski kita kini ada di dunia berbeda
Bila masih mungkin waktu kuputar
Kan kutunggu dirimu …
gue suka banget lagu ini..apalagi kalo lagi sedih…

hm..bknnya g broken heart..ha3…cuma membuat kita sadar…

kalo kita pernah sayang ama orang n orang itu udah ga bs buat kita lagi..yang kita bisa lakukan adalah mengenangnya…hm….rasanya bodoh ya…udah ga bisa kita miliki lagi..ngapain dikenang..tapi itu de cinta

hm…..angpaonya mana???ha3…guyz…i got my 50% schoolar ship from uph…yeah…so happy..but now i’m confuse to choose between apple or toshiba notebook…

well i really need ur help if u know….the apple is macbook MA699LL/A 1.83 Ghz…and the toshiba..i really duno what…it’s just said that the note book is duoprocesor 1.66ghz…satellite and 766Mhz…abit confusing…but i know that apple is very complicated but it’s cool….hm…toshiba might be heavier to carry…but….everything has their own good and bad…

well..asking for ur advice

hm…for this year valentine i dun find any special things..nothing romantic…hiks…jomblo is quite suffering huh..ha3…just get some heart hurting in valentine..hiks2….hope love will find us….he3….but no problem….life is still long way to go…

anyway…for chiness new year…dun forget to give me angpao ok!!

ha3..cu..gong xi fat choi

When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren’t the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you’re more beautiful
And that’s the way, they show that they wish
That they had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

reff: People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I’m ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn’t know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

back to reff, repeat 2x

Everybody talks bad about somebody and
never realises how it affects somebody and
you bet it won’t be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

(Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh)

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I’m ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I’m ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you

(Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh)
so are you
(People are all the same)